Days in my calendar

I keep checking the days in my calendar
Plotting if any of these days I’m breaking my silence
Lately I’ve been so unbalanced
I completely shifted from my persona, it was almost as if I was in a coma
I’m going to need to reinforce a counterbalance
I lose myself, I forget who I am, and then I check my attendance
I check the days in my calendar
I remind myself I’m my own guidance
I’m driven by my impatience
I succeed through my dedication