I’m trapped, wrapped in old scraps
I’ve snapped too many times
No matter how many bud I wrap
I still haven’t found the right remedy to heal
So I kneel and cry and I’m stuck in the “why”
Why am I still going through this?
Why haven’t I yet healed?
I’m wide aware of my pain
I’m highly aware that I need to change
I know the cause I just can’t figure out how to fix it
I know who caused it, and while I’m in pain, they’re out there happily living
How do you heal when you were exposed to that pain on a daily?
How do you heal without feeling crazy?
Lately I’ve been greatly messed up
All because I’m trying to get rid of the cause that is making me feel shady
I had a clear mind, but lately it‘s been wavy
I know the cause, I’m trying to reach peace with myself, but I need to do it safely