Finding a path is extremely hard when you keep going in circles

How do you choose a side when you’re stuck in a cycle? 

What do I do with old thoughts? 

Do they just get recycled? 

This is a test and the only option is survival 

I am my own tragic and also my own idol

Trying to reach a new title

To be a leader or to be a disciple

To be free willed or to follow a bible

The thoughts spiral and I’m stuck in a cycle 

My soul was suicidal, I was stuck in denial 

Tied up in spiteful energy, I need a revival

My energy transforms and it goes viral