Horns & Halo

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I have both Horns and Halo

But they completely ignore the Halo

I don’t feel like explaining, they’ll judge anyway

My soul is mellow but according to their assumptions I’m a volcano

They say they know me, I’m not sure how

I stay low, I’ve had my glow, but why do they need to know?

Whatever they think I am, I’m pretty sure I’m the opposite

But I won’t argue it nor let it affect me

While they’re acting suspiciously, I am reading reality

Making sure I’m always genuine in soul and I’m increasing my mentality

They’ll keep making their own scenarios and I’ll keep balancing my horns and my halo

 

 

 

*this pic is a pic of my tattoo 😀 *

Different Bridge Zones

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You left me in a love bankruptcy

I’m left to cross the bridge alone

I thought you were the perfect fit

And then you switched, you began to twitch

I thought this was real but you were just a glitch

You loved me in silence, yelled in high pitch

I guess I’m left to cross the bridge alone

My mind you’ve blown, you set an unknown tone

You whispered you loved me but it was never shown

We were in the same place but never in the same zone

Rotating Backwards

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I’ve been trying to move ahead

But my vibe was rotating backwards

I was trying to be the master

But my thoughts were the attackers

They held on to negativity like wrappers

It soon became a hazard

I need to move ahead, not backwards

I need to be my own master, and not a slacker

There are a few inward factors that controlled my mind like a hacker

Away from all the disasters, remaining upwards

I’m moving ahead, creating new chapters

Wandered Mind

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I’ve been trying to keep my mind in one piece

I’m trying to keep the focus

But my mind loves to wander, out of this world, into danger zones

Stoned, crazy hormones, paying attention to people’s tone

I try to socialize with headphones on

I’m trying to converse but I’m glued to my phone

I like to explore people’s world, but it’s even better when I explore my own

Traveling to the unknown

I get home, put down my phone, and begin to clone my thoughts

I fuck up, I have caught myself

I move on, I taught myself

Trying to pay attention to your words, but my mind has wandered

Your lips are moving but I can’t hear your words

I’m out of this earth

I see you but you’re still a blur

One eye, two eyes, I’m on the third

My third eye sparks and I wander

My Salvation

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My mind was in constant isolation

And you adjusted that

You might be the reason for my salvation

You provided sustainable formulas

I used them as tools, making sure they weren’t cruel

I’m not trying to be a fool

Once again, I’m tired of catching the blame

Again and again, the same drain, the same pain

But you might be my salvation

You make me feel sane, you make me feel Zen

I want to open the doorway to you but I’m afraid

I’m so tired of leaving it closed

Because so many time it’s been exposed

For a long time that door has been locked

A cloud of doubt kept it blocked

My heart slowly dropped but when you came around it quickly stopped

You might be my salvation

You made it in my heart, congratulations

Stuck in Twilight Zone

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We were in the final stages
In a twilight phase
Too many times I tried to shine light
Too many times that was just an imaginary thought
My soul is native to your thoughts
It feels every movement you make
Piercing through resources
I’ve come up with a hypothesis
In order to be happy with you
I would need to freeze my thoughts
and that thought doesn’t sit right
Incoming breaths as I try to understand
I can’t understand why the duration of the love was so short
If it was supposedly pure
But your patterns always made me feel insecure
I don’t even know why I’m still contemplating
I just want a peace formula
I deserve better

 

 

*sorry for being MIA, I was really sick. But I am back 🙂 *

 

 

Your consent

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I want to touch you but I need your consent

With me you can vent, you shared your ideas and I knew what you meant

The context you provided was enough, it made me content

Your personality is so sweet and so is your scent

You are perfect, all the way from your vibe to your accent

Your sweet aura I can accept 

I’m not going to pretend, your soul I respect

Your mindset I comprehend

This feels right, this is correct

I want to love you but I need your consent