Nowhere to run
There is an external magnet holding me back
I tried connecting with you spiritually
You only wanted me sexually
After you, my heart is protected with rendered walls
It keeps my heart from becoming radiant
It’s stopping my mind from the awakened
Enigmatic secrets that you left
I question them on a daily
And I get no replies
The dosage of you I took is too high
I keep hoping truth would defend me
But sometimes it’s against me
Poetry & Self-Awareness 