Surprisingly I’ve managed to keep my character placid
even though my heart feels like it’s being dripped in acid
it’s received so many beats
I once thought it would turn into ashes
Many times I thought my heart wouldn’t be able to take it and it would lead me into a casket
I’ve been tapping into my senses
checking my tone and commitment to remain afloat
I’m doing it alone and trying it to keep it under control
If I don’t take notes of it, my mind will explode
Reading positive quotes
don’t want any bad feelings to be provoked
consuming interrupted remedy
consuming the remedies heavily
to help me cope and remain steadily
I’ve been searching for this recipe
I got tired of living so dreadfully
I don’t need anyone’s empathy
I’m giving my heart a high feeling of ecstasy
it’s been chemically intoxicated
I’m fighting for clarity endlessly
I have control over my destiny
You have control over your destinity indeed! Stay strong. Keep fighting!
Thank you! 🥰