Sick Coping Mechanism

Sick coping mechanisms Moping, because I sometimes can’t properly cope I’m broken, but I’m also glowing Soaking in tears but zoning in peace Smoking my thoughts then throwing tantrums Moaning, choking, floating So many sick coping mechanisms But it’s better than exploding I’m loading my positivity I’m voting and hoping that this time it stays […]

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Reflection before Infection

My mind is brightened And then it gets darkened by an invasion All these random thoughts came without an invitation, they called themselves depression They begin to move my energy in a different direction Completely ignoring my suggestions Then it begins to enjoy the rejections, all the aggression I start obsessing on my imperfections Completely […]

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Not yet forgiven

They say even though you hurt me I must forgive you I won’t be able to move on until all is forgiven I try to erase some memories and I get hit with a wave of vivid visions, I get livid My mind I try to calm, but it becomes stiffened, thickened with unpleasant memories […]

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Bittersweet Moments

Bittersweet moments Sweet moaning Feelings growing Never playing games, never cheat The way you treat me, it’s so sweet The proof is very concrete Bitter sweet moments The moment is flowing We’ve spoken, we’re zoning Smoking, focused Was tired of feeling broken, stolen Hoping, your sweet moments never go unnoticed Bittersweet moments A poet, outspoken […]

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My Own Nightmare

Last night I had a nightmare Forbidden memories pressed me Poisoning reality Bringing up experiences I have erased I was trying to wake up But I was in a mental lock up I kept reliving my anxieties, Making myself prisoner Poor mind, Magnetic negative waves Thoughts of horror The only sense I felt was fear […]

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Subliminal Messages

You’re no longer putting in the effort It’s not the same anymore, it was better You say you still love me but show up with all your subliminal messages You say we’re connecting spiritually and mentally, we both know this is only physical You look at me and smile but the vibes you’re sending out […]

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Authentic Epidemic

Pathogenic vibe, you’re like a disease So much pain you carved in my heart I patched it up, but I sometimes feel the pain You tried to eat me internal, hurt me and tell me it was all in my head I knew the problem wasn’t me, it was energetic I was always skeptic of […]

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Horns & Halo

I have both Horns and Halo But they completely ignore the Halo I don’t feel like explaining, they’ll judge anyway My soul is mellow but according to their assumptions I’m a volcano They say they know me, I’m not sure how I stay low, I’ve had my glow, but why do they need to know? […]

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Different Bridge Zones

You left me in a love bankruptcy I’m left to cross the bridge alone I thought you were the perfect fit And then you switched, you began to twitch I thought this was real but you were just a glitch You loved me in silence, yelled in high pitch I guess I’m left to cross […]

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Rotating Backwards

I’ve been trying to move ahead But my vibe was rotating backwards I was trying to be the master But my thoughts were the attackers They held on to negativity like wrappers It soon became a hazard I need to move ahead, not backwards I need to be my own master, and not a slacker […]

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