Clogged senses

accompanied by sad expressions

disastrous changes

superfluity emotions

kind of like a dark grace

trying to exit this phase

a few drops of cold sweat

can’t tell if it’s focus or anxiety

is it me or society

trying to reach a state of nonchalance

I’m positive I have more chances

I might have a few advantages

can’t tell if I’ll manage it or give in to my disadvantages

concerned of how it will be approached

I’m always aiming for tranquility

but sometimes I’m scared of my abilities

it affects me wholly

it affects even my agility

alarmed by these enemies

concluding I won’t take their actions offensive

or their aggressive words

it’s absurd

a distracting blur

developed patience

turns you into a gracious God

it takes you to an electric place

enlightened reality

breathing divine enlightenment

soul full of excitement