From hot to cold
Sometimes it gets old
Sometimes I keep it controlled
I’ve been told I’m super bold
But sometimes I just want to be held
But I just keep getting mislabeled
Then they act surprised when I’ve rebelled
Like if I’ve been disguised
All this time I’ve been trying to stay alive
Trying to feel better than alright
I’ve been trying to provide
It’s hard to describe
I’ll never deny the pain I’ve been through
It’s helped me survive
Hypnotized sometimes mesmerized
Sometimes its a paradise
Other times it’s a sacrifice
