From hateful to blissful


You’re destroying me
Slowly depleting my energy
I’m trying really hard to stay sane
Trying really hard to break this toxic chain
But for some reason you make that impossible
You make me feel so irresponsible
You make me feel so miserable
I swear it’s like you want me to struggle
You want me to stumble
I’m trying not to get verbal
We keep going in circles
All this bad energy I feel internal
Working double trying to please you
Sometimes I search for clues
Blaming past experiences for what you been through
To possibly try to understand
Why you always reprimand
I wish it was simple
And you didn’t make me feel so sinful
Tired of trying to figure out the puzzle
I’m tired of feeling awful, It’s painful
I just want us to be blissful

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