All by myself

One thing holding me back is fear I’ve come very near to clear my mind Sometimes I get left behind Now I don’t even know how to define myself Sometimes I confide in myself Sometimes I decline myself Then I remember to be kind I promise myself to find a way Everyone is telling me […]

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From cold to hot

From hot to cold Sometimes it gets old Sometimes I keep it controlled I’ve been told I’m super bold But sometimes I just want to be held But I just keep getting mislabeled Then they act surprised when I’ve rebelled Like if I’ve been disguised All this time I’ve been trying to stay alive Trying […]

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From hateful to blissful

You’re destroying me Slowly depleting my energy I’m trying really hard to stay sane Trying really hard to break this toxic chain But for some reason you make that impossible You make me feel so irresponsible You make me feel so miserable I swear it’s like you want me to struggle You want me to […]

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Interrupted Healing (Explicit)

Finally, finally moving on from all your fucked up memories Somehow, somewhere I stumble & I fall And all the hard work goes to waste Here comes the trigger I hate you again I don’t trust again How can I love again I analyze it I try to heal I think I do And it […]

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I don’t Care

Now you want come for me Did you all of sudden remember me Was it a memory, a flashback Did you miss my energy Why are you trying to come back I won’t submit I’m too blunt Never going to front I can’t understand How you demand For me to submit to your commands I […]

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