Once again I’ve been triggered
Every time I think I’m getting fitter
Small things become big things
Brings up memories I don’t want to deal with
Brings up memories I have converted into myths
Fifth time I try to move on
I don’t want to dwell upon it anymore
When I think I’m getting better
I end up writing sick letters
When does it stop
I am really trying my best to stay on top
Can’t seem to find the finish line
I need to align myself
Life line, dead line
Poetry & Self-Awareness 