Emotional Wreck

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Once again I am an emotional wreck,

Once again everything seems wrong,

Once again  I am alone,

And once again, I blame myself

The love I never got, the ears that never listened,

They eyes that only saw wrong,

The minds that only judged,

Somehow it’s not entirely my fault,

But once again I blame myself,

The hugs I never got,

The whispers that I overheard

The stares that would follow,

Somehow it wasn’t entirely my fault,

But then again, I still blamed myself,

Could I have done better?

Could I have reacted differently?

Listened more?

Spoke less?

Done less?

Done more?

Once again I am an emotional wreck,

Once again everything seems wrong,

Once again I am alone,

And once again I blame myself,

Tears are getting old,

My breath is getting short,

My heart is pounding harder,

My mind is blowing up,

My will is going away,

My strength has no power,

Once again I am an emotional wreck,

Once again I don’t know how to fix it,

Where do I start?

And

Where do I finish?

It may not be entirely my fault,

But once again I blamed myself…

One thought on “Emotional Wreck

  1. True. We blame ouselves always wondering what could and what couldn’t have been. But in all this confusion, we have to keep our cool.

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