Day: December 25, 2018

Emotional Wreck

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Once again I am an emotional wreck,

Once again everything seems wrong,

Once again  I am alone,

And once again, I blame myself

The love I never got, the ears that never listened,

They eyes that only saw wrong,

The minds that only judged,

Somehow it’s not entirely my fault,

But once again I blame myself,

The hugs I never got,

The whispers that I overheard

The stares that would follow,

Somehow it wasn’t entirely my fault,

But then again, I still blamed myself,

Could I have done better?

Could I have reacted differently?

Listened more?

Spoke less?

Done less?

Done more?

Once again I am an emotional wreck,

Once again everything seems wrong,

Once again I am alone,

And once again I blame myself,

Tears are getting old,

My breath is getting short,

My heart is pounding harder,

My mind is blowing up,

My will is going away,

My strength has no power,

Once again I am an emotional wreck,

Once again I don’t know how to fix it,

Where do I start?

And

Where do I finish?

It may not be entirely my fault,

But once again I blamed myself…

Love is what you make it

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Some say love is right

Some say it feels so wrong

Some know how to love

Some be playing love

Some know how it’s done

While others be so lost

Some people see but hush

While others are just too blind

Some people speak their mind

While others act too dumb

Some people fall in love

While others pretend to love

Your Lie

Tell me where I went wrong and I’ll give you the reason

Tell me you never failed and I’ll blame it on myself

Tell me you where perfect and I’ll tell you I messed up 

Now if you tell me you still love me, I’ll tell you it’s a lie