Senses

I never thought I would say this, but I miss your touch

I should be upset, but I won’t hold a grudge

You’re a bad decision, but I don’t mind being judged

I miss your smell

As soon as I would see you, I would fall under a spell

Our vibes meshed so well

I miss your taste

The way you would get close and hold my waist

Your breath on my breath, face to face

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I never thought I would say this, but I miss your voice

I left you because you were chaotic, made too much noise

But now I’m not sure if I made the right choice

Self Destroy

She is reaching for air

She is so messed up and she hasn’t been able to repair

She acts like she doesn’t care

Beware of her energy, she is never aware

Nothing works on her, not even prayer

Because of her own thoughts she is the slayer

She thinks it isn’t fair, but it’s her fault for not practicing self-care

She doesn’t admire, only hates

When she pushes people away, she complains

She wants a pat in the back, so focused on that, she slacks

She thinks the way to feel better is to attack

That’s why in her life, good karma she lacks

On my mind

You’re always on my mind

Even though I know you’re not really mine

Thinking of you all the time, I might be crossing the line

Your face and your thoughts, you as a whole, you’re so fine

I look at your picture and smile

I think about you while I’m sipping some wine

I’m paying attention, looking for signs

This isn’t a feeling I can just decline

I have a thing for you, even against my guidelines

I’m reading between the lines

When you speak to me, our energies intertwine

Forgiveness

You say you want me to forgive you

But you can’t even forgive yourself

I’ll forgive you in vain

Erasing all my pain

Just like that, you still not knowing how to act

When I forgive, I feel alive

When you forgive, it doesn’t come from within

You want witnesses and want to put up a show

I don’t need that, I heal alone

How can I forgive you, if you feel like you didn’t do anything wrong?

You’re okay acting like that all day long

You’re playing games and I’m not playing along

Short brown hair

I get to lay with you for a second and I run my fingers through your soft brown hair
I remember when we did this more often, you would stare into my eyes and I felt so alive
Now you barely speak to me, the connection is gone
Even when you mess up, I am the one that is wrong
We barely get along
 
As I run my fingers through your soft brown hair
You don’t even seem to care
It was once real, now this feeling is unfair
You’ve stopped me from becoming aware

Weirder than fiction

Weirder than fiction

It’s such a contradiction

Focused on a vision

Not discussing religion

I’m on a spiritual mission

Paying expensive tuition

To be in better conditions

It’s not a competition

But I want better positions

There is enough ambition

Because I always listen to my intuition

Your vibe enters my body with my permission

Bettering myself became an addiction

Compare and Contrast

Compare and contrast

We’re almost the same, but then again not

I thought you were like me, and then you got caught

You faked your whole vibe, fought all the way through

Compare and contrast

My vibe kept giving me cues

I didn’t notice them because I was so focused on you

Do you think I wouldn’t have loved you if you showed me the truth?

Compare and contrast

We were almost similar, but then again not

I would’ve probably loved you for who you really are

But you showed me how to love a different man

And I was a fan…

I want you to melt for me

I want you to melt for me

This is not something I’ve dealt with before

I just saw you and I want more

I’m not sure what I’m feeling, but it’s hard to ignore

I want you to melt for me

This feeling is not even fair

But I can’t help to catch all your glares

And I can’t help it and I just stare

I want you to melt for me

Because when you’re around, everything feelings different

It’s a good difference, it’s quickly becoming an interest

Considering, I’m not sure what you’re doing to me

You get close and you start whispering

I want you to melt for me

Because I want you to feel what I feel

I’ll probably get hurt and must heal

But I must try, the feeling is surreal

All year round (VDAY)

Love me every day not only on Valentine’s Day

Love me in the dark

Love me in the light

Love me on full moons and love me on half moons

You’ve barely loved me, you still have room

To the little bit of love you give me, I am immune

Love me today, hate me in June

Putting up a show because it’s Valentine’s Day

But can you love me all year round?

Can you share your love without feeling drowned?

Can you genuinely love me without messing around?

Love me every day not only on Valentine’s Day

Love me in the dark

Love me in the light

But love me the most when I’m feeling down

Initiation

Sometimes my mind is crowded, sometimes it’s so spacious

Sometimes my thoughts are cruel, but other times they are so gracious

The more positive I think, the more it gets contagious

In times of stress, I’ve learned to be patient

It’s been my hardest battle yet, I had no choice but to become courageous

It was either lose or find salvation

So many complications arrived, but I never gave in, I’m reaching greatness

I envisioned it for too long in my imagination, It’s time for initiation