Indescribable

graceful goddess 
flourished flower 
dreadful desires
vibrant vibes
adjusting amazingly 
steady, stable 

extraordinary events
curious child 
motivated madness 
beautiful butterflies 
sincere, sometimes sacred 

healthy hero
insensitive impulses
journaling justice 
keeps knowledge 
lit lady
serious soul

You don't say?

You don’t say?

You want me to stay

You think we will have better days

You want me up close, I want you away

I tried to love you, you just wanted to play

You don’t say?

You treated me wrong the other day

You want to treat me right today

With you, it’s always a display

My success you are trying to delay

You don’t say?

You want me to stay

You think we will have better days

You tell me with you I’m safe, but you hurt me and I pray

You don’t say? I won’t stay

Around you, my sky was always gray

Go our separate ways

Just walk away

Leave me here with my used tea bags

You’ve been giving me red flags

You made it hard not to keep tabs

Every time you hurt me, it felt like I got stabbed

My energy you dragged

You’re attention, I could never grab

I was mad cool, I never nagged

All you did was brag  

...

Just walk away

You’re still in game mode, I don’t want to play

You don’t want to leave, I don’t want you to stay

You want to love me today? It’s too late

You’re saying you’ll change and want me to wait

But I’m tired and don’t want to debate

  Just walk away

I don’t have time to hate you

I already did that on a different date

You destroy and I create

I tried to make it work

But you never knew how to communicate

When I consume you

Demanding interruptions
Feels like I’m running out of options
Life doesn’t always give me clear instructions
My mind sometimes runs a world of corruption
It gets blocked by useless distractions
My soul wishes to be free while my mind is stuck in a dungeon
I consume the substance you give me, I calm down, now there is no rushing
You hold my hand, I start blushing
The negative energy calms down, there is a sudden reduction
I wouldn’t mind your kind of distraction
You begin to get in my head, now I have assumptions
Not sure what I’ll get out of this, maybe nothing
All I know is when you’re around, I feel something

Still alive


Black eyes with tears
Black soul with love
Hurt, still smiling
Injured, we keep going
We keep pushing while the doors are closing
Sometimes shrinking, but most times we’re growing
So much energy, the aura is overflowing
In darkness, but mostly glowing
Taking a leap of faith, sometimes not knowing
What matters is what we’re approaching
Which element are we controlling?
I’m not done but my success is loading
I’m learning to cope, I’m not joking
Happy thoughts I keep quoting
We’re making it out alive, there is no opposing

Wait


Stop, wait, you’re going under my waist
You say you just want a taste
You say you just want to go pass first base
“Let’s go to a quieter place”
My legs and thighs you want to embrace
 
Back up, I need some space
You’re crossing the line, you think it’s some sort of race
I don’t want the chase, go at a slower pace
I thought we could vibe but your vibe is just a disgrace

The b**ch is dead


The b**ch is dead
All her pain was left unsaid
You left all her messages on read
Went out to party with other females instead
Your toxic energy, all over her body it spread
She loved you dearly, but you consumed her love as a threat
Her energy you always misread
She needed to leave you to get ahead
Too often you got in her head
So, she stayed all day in bed
Tears of blood she almost bled
She got tired of her sweet energy being unread
You’re wondering why her love now is such a dread
You killed her love, she got tired, the b**ch is dead