I think I broke him

Manipulating people’s minds, only saying his side of the story
He hurt me, I fell, got up & brushed it off
But when the tables turned, and it was my turn
I think I broke him
He is now choked, corrupted
Now ask him if he likes how it feels?
Tell him to show you his tears so that you know it is real
 
I think I broke him
In tears he is now soaked
He is missing his Glory, I’m sorry
Not really, ideally I also wanted an apology
But you acted up and you blamed astrology, psychology
You think you can psychologically mess me up, but I broke you
 
You hurt me for years and it only made me stronger
I hurt you one time and you crumbled
What was that that you mumbled?
The love was never humble because you only made me stumble
All you did was bring me trouble
But when the pain I caused you hurt you double, you now look at me all puzzled

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On Repeat

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Come here and take a seat

Let me greet you, it was nice to meet you

Some days you hurt me really badly and I couldn’t eat

I would get sad at the memories of you massaging my feet

But I also think about the days I needed you and you left me alone to hit the streets

Sometimes you were sweet, but they weren’t always nice treats

Sometimes it felt like you were trying to compete

Sometimes it seemed like you didn’t care and you weren’t discreet

My mind took a retreat

Can you take the heat?

Because I’m telling you on repeat

That I don’t need you to feel complete

New Beginning

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Have you ever felt like you needed to shout?
You open your mouth, and nothing comes out?
But tears start to flow, when you’re trying to hide them, they run really slow
You hold in so much emotion, one day you explode, you’re on a different mode
And you think it’s random, it came out of nowhere, it’s a heavy load
Tears still running in slow motion plus the bottled-up emotions
That were left unsaid, the times you wanted to speak, but you got shut down
The times you wanted to cry, but you were alone
No one to give you a hug, no one to miss
What do you know when you need a genuine kiss?
A simple touch, someone sane, someone to help you through the pain
The bottled-up emotions eating away your personality
Stuck in a certain mentality, defining morality
Create a new beginning, create your own reality

Determined Liberation

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Me continuously loving you, that’s determination

Me not walking out of the situation, that was me taking you into consideration

I was our only foundation; you were too busy focused on temptation

I was trying to be your motivation, you were more focused on domination

I was hoping for admiration, you were hoping for a resignation

I tried to have communication, you had nothing but aggravations

Me continuously loving you, that’s determination

I tried to have conversations, you wanted to be in isolation

When I wanted to leave, you would get upset and it would cause a hesitation

It was holding me back from elevation

We weren’t meeting each other’s expectations, we had different destinations

I no longer wanted to feel a suffocation, it was such a liberation

Promise me good intentions

intentions

Your lips are such a blessing

One touch, you enlighten my essence

I’m on a mission to keep your attention

I have a few suggestions

Because I’ve been in depression

But you make me feel a love compression

Opened to my expressions

I’m scared at first, but you give me good impressions

You have good intentions

Never had a feeling of deception

Never had a feeling of aggression

I have a confession

I promise it’s not an obsession

I wouldn’t mind taking a few love lessons

We can set up a love pension

Lead me in the right direction

Because I feel a connection

You’ve answered all of my questions

It feels safe to know I have your love protection

Over until I’m sober

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I’ve been hurt over and over but it just made me doper

I’m a joker, sometimes a smoker

I like to feel high but sometimes I feel lower

My mind is on a 1000 but my heart beat is slower

I’m counting my breaths over and over

I try to heal over and over but sometimes I feel broker, I let myself fall, and cause such an exposure

I try to smile but my poker face is steady

Can’t show my true feelings, what a disgrace, I thought I was ready

My mind needs space, old feelings with new ones I need to replace

Tired of feeling misplaced

The speed is getting quicker and my mind is still at the same pace

I trace back the damage, thinking of everything that once made me feel mediocre

I’ll know that I’ve reached enlightenment when I don’t feel the same hurt once I’m sober

Wicked

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Right now I’m livid

I can’t believe the uncleanliness of your soul

You were so angelic, you let the world turn you cold, you’ve now turned wicked

You refuse to listen and my words you’ve twisted

You met a gal so timid, she was willing to break out of her shell, and she was ready to be committed

Your spirit she always lifted, even if it caused her sickness

All your pain to her you transmitted yet you’re the victim

You should be convicted, her love you have restricted

This wasn’t predicted by her vivid dreams

She can’t forgive herself for allowing it

So now her tears have thickened and her thoughts are limited

You dressed up Angelic, made her fall and awakened your demonic side

She lost herself to your angelic face, to your wicked soul